An asymptote

It took me a heck of a time to realize that there is a asymptote that exists and defines the two extremes of life. Before going forward to the naive readers and those who are short on memory like me an asymptote is a line which touches the two curves and is tangent to them approximately.This might not be the precise definition but is close to one since here I am not trying to decipher an asymptote but its existence and relavance in human life or in my life.I see a curve , this curve is the actual path that i took to lead towards my goal.This curve like the curves of the asymptote is in form of a U.The more closer it tries to reach the orgin the more closer i am to learn something.Since orgin or shunya as we define is the state when one is awakened from the deep slumber.He is awakened to the most omnipresent truth that binds us all.Till the time we donot leanr that truth we keep coming closer to it and then retreat away from it.This cycle continues till we do learn from each stage of life.
In my life i see things always happening twice its like a deja vou.I complete one big cycle and then that cycle retreats it self and i again end up in the same state where i was.I would not say this to be a circle but a helical path,helical since i do learn my state improves but the core learning of the events which till the time we donot learn again comes back to us so that we learn.Life has its own ways of teaching us things and stuff that no book can teach us.
The day we learn the core then we are shot off into a different trajectory and into a new curve.Hence our growth in life depends on our shotting off into that different trajectory and the turnover rate which we get shot off.The quicker the better.So what matters is how fast we can find our asymtote and hit the origin else we continue our helical path.There are people whose generations get stuck to the same place while there are people who do find there asymptotes cross the orgin and move on.Sitting here today in the last quarter of my life if i reflect i do find the asymptotes but i could never see them when they were there.